I wanted so much for us to stay the same. I liked how we were more than friends but less than lovers. I liked we got along so effortlessly. I liked the way we fit together. I liked we almost tell each other everything. But then you left without a warning or a mere explanation. It's been a while now, and I've almost completely forgotten how it feels to have you in my life. Sometimes I get a letter from you, and I'm surprised at how my heart still races. You tell me that you're happy where you are, and I smile because that's all I've ever wished for you.