I really want someone to talk to, I’ve tried to talk to friends but every time I try to I’m overwhelmed with the feeling of burdening them and then I just can’t. Even though I know they’re there and they want to be here but I just can’t, I can’t and won’t having people worrying about me. What good is it to offload on another person if it leads them to worry for you? For now I guess I’m the only one who can hear my screams.